Scales, Don’t Forget
When I think of success, I think of a bright linage of action that required guts and determination to accomplish. I feel a sensational satisfaction in the revelation of achieved hopes and dreams. This enlightened balance was fraught with trials and turbulence in the storms of self doubt.
I sound like a broken record. Relaying the thoughts, the narratives of the past while ill-willingly submitting to the chaos and consistent pressures of the tangible, material world.
The need to create, make something out of nothing, materialize our thoughts as gesture. Actually receive my mother fucking desires!
When I think of shifting the scales, I feel the burden of Worth outweighing the doubt.
Your inner world hold the workings of the weaver and the seer, walking through the door of Illuminated Truth. Gaia’s Golden Gate.
The afterglow of balance brought forth in a clear, crystalline mind, molds memories with woven threads laid bare. This intricacy of the mind meld IS co-creation.
There is no difference between desire and acceptance, recieving and the wanting. They are one in the same feeling — of having-ness.
Gratitude for the scales, thankful notions for the forceful re-alignment.
Dear Universe, thank you for doing the hard things for me! Thanks for allowing me to see where I might be “off.”
What weighs heavily on me now is not “what will people think” but what will people remember?
I miss the passionate embrace of the present when I lived in naivety. Yet, the deliberate flip of the gaze in the wrong direction.
What’s shifting now is the ability to channel. Activate MY Portal with intention and divinely gilt light.
I have a code and light linage to access, re-ignight and relay.
Once too were women revered as Gods — Goddesses!!
The shift of the scales will balance when the world of Men bow to the deeply sensual, desirable, and pleasurable, Their Feminine.
The polarity of the worlds created by man vs. women are in sane. Formidably, undeniably cruel. Violent.
But that is not the nature I wish to evoke. The Femme side of Me is willing to forgive and move past The Past. By activating the light She brings to creation itself. Re-imagining the world via pleasantries with misandry.
Becoming a fierce competitor with Self-Doubt and remaining victorious against such desperation.
Allowing space and time to MOVE ME in the direction of serving those that need me.
The voice is used when divine power of will, guts and determination rise up from my womb, to my tomb. The web of decision in my head. Forcing creative action and re-action in the direction of generating the world in which my spirit wishes to incarnate.
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